NEARLY DROVE ANTHONY TO HIS DEATH? [OF COURSE SHE HAD NO IDEA, BECAUSE SHE WOULD HAVE BEEN HORRIFIED AND HEARTBROKEN]
[THAT NEVER WAS] BETWEEN ANTHONY AND HIS CLOSEST FRIEND SIMON, 2ND DUKE OF HASTINGS
Not knowing that, although he wanted to defend the honour of his sister
Daphne in the duel and planning to flee with Siena, had he survived the
duel [17], his duel reasons also stemmed from a deeper death wish [18], caused
unintentionally by his mother’s constant pressure to ”fulfill his duties”,
her dehumanization of his beloved Siena [19] [talk about that later] and the
immense burden being the Head of the Family from the age of 18, suffering
under his mother’s constant emotional neglect……[20]
Trying to combine his duties as the Head of the Family,[ burdened
with the intense pressure of his mother] with his
deep his love for Siena and his need to be with her, yet
condemned to an affair ”in the dark” [21] was almost too heavy a burden
to carry, so one of his Duel reasons was the thought that if
he didn’t survive, he was free from his emotional tension.